Where bobby pins hold angel wings

uni what?

2009-04-10T00:42:00.004+08:00

you have to queue to get in. yuck.
bottom line - Singaporeans.

i´m one. lol.

the b's

2009-03-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

this came across my mind..
all your buddies and bffs when disappearing when they found sm1 else
3 times they all went missing..
how true is it

its funny.laugh*

=) =/

2009-02-18T23:09:00.003+08:00

had a memorable v.day with all the loves one.
even memorable eve v.day with fatso ratso(lol)
suffering fom mites bites =( crap.

work is...i don't know how i feel about it yet or rather just don't know how.

haha

spring

2009-01-26T02:36:00.003+08:00

i am soooo lazy! crap last minute 'spring' cleaning..ohman... i have toooo many craps!!!
done most 0f the packing already, still have like 20% to go, and here i am.. i am going crazy.

because it's cny, i'm not gonna say anything more. i will when i'm gonna.

Happy chinese new year all! =)

re:cap

2009-01-22T04:25:00.013+08:00

Here's a recap for those who visited and find nothing and for those who haven't.

jas bday bbq fun times!
oakley event with the leftfooter
ben n jerry at demsey after work at holland v(how much i miss holland v)
shisha with the lovely peeps
jess meet jason mraz in sing fest!
xmas party at sheena banananananana(i like calling her banana with mutiples nananana=p)
formula 1 as usher with shareen and stef, poor amelie was in another area.
picnic with the girlies, botanic garden. shisha with the skin peeps.
early xmas picnic with the skin peeps.
grand's anniversary. much love.
our supposedly grad ceremony

dinner with leftfooter's
oh man i miss school!! supper at laupasat after work i love bkk!
leftfoot bazaar! all the packing is tiring but fun nevertheless.
my birthday. airport after school then denis house. miss these people!
tvrp groupshot. ahaha
jess in school,beginning of 08'

singfest jess guth and panic at the disco
working at holland v after class. stingray rice i miss!

2008 has been quite an eventful year, one that has past kinda fast to me, it's like the next thing you know it's 2009 already. But of cuz becuz guthrie was with me every now and then, and he is the one that make singfest happen, thanks baby, much love =)
let's all have a very happy 2009! more fun and laughter and this year i want good fortune too!!!(sounds like what somebody older might say but whatever,we all know with no money it can't get you anywhere)

love jess

hello crappy

2009-01-22T04:00:00.002+08:00

It's freaking 2009, haven't been blogging since god knows when.
right, all i have to do is check back. but hell, who gives a shit.
I reckon it doesn't seems to be such a good idea to start blogging again with something as unpleasant..
some people kinda ticked me off.
i don't want to start.

m.f.s.o.a.b

2008-10-25T02:16:00.003+08:00

poor old guth was rob,yes rob! when working..
by a mother fucking bastard/whore of a bitch!! whoever the fuck that was, fucking deserve to die!
seriously, less than half a year pink 8gb ipod nano, and a less than a year freaking handphone!! poor guth have to buy another mp3,bought something cheaper and has lesser capacity. how sad is that? i mean, it's so damn ironic.. like you get paid to work, and you get rob when u work? =(

my confession

2008-10-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

i have a confession to make.
i have made a confession.
i hope it's not the wrong thing to d0, but yet it seems like i did the wrong thing.

real

2008-10-08T18:44:00.002+08:00

i will not deny that i have been there, but must i not have at the very least a courtesy to decline.
Do people all embrace the good news and pretend not to do anything with the bad? i mean, well yes, of course we do not like the idea of having a bad news.(and this i do not mean bad like dying bad,yup) anyway, just, damn it people. i lost my faith. ok maybe not so serious but yea.. not good. till then.
jess-is-=(

formula 1

2008-09-27T21:25:00.004+08:00

26,27,28
yesterday started off with heavy rain in the morning and later the sun came out and it was bloody damn hot!
the 3 of us, were totally clueless since training day and so is the 1st day of f1.. we doesn't even know which area exactly we are suppose to be at. god save the 'blur'. but yea, we then were allocate at PADANG B. A straight track and then a turn at the end. Being a usher is the best position in f1 i reckon, because we can actually see the cars passing.
There weren't many people on the 1st day and also mainly, sadly to say our shift were the a.m ones, when the f1 practice and races only starts after 7p.m. DAMN! So what we could see? but not the f1 races =(
but..nevermind its cool to watch the other like porsche carrera, bmw, aston martin practices.. it's cool, it's cool.
however, yesterday we figure that we can actually watch the race just above citylink but behind a fencing, why not? =D
so today, we went to watch after work. ahaha. yes the distance is quite near and it's damn loud and fast! faster than those bmw.. and yes i saw lewis Hamilton race pass! =) hah.

today was hot hot more BLOODY HOT! than yesterday!!! my arm's two toned, funny.
And oh, the guys who won the bmw qualifying race are all cute, especially the one that comes in 1st!!!! OMG. SUPER CUTE!!! all of them are like young dudes.haha. there another race tomorrow hope he win!=)
anyway will post pics soon. gonna go watch f1 on tv now!!!

NOW i'm excited

2008-09-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

went for f1 briefing today. went for a walk through too.cool. wow i'm excited! =)
we were allocated to gate 4 which is the Padang area, the area is like the main arena. where most things will be at. And that is apparently the gate which has the most seats, and where thousands of people will be at. we will be busy,but i'm still excited. =)))
I Guess it'll be fun. or i hope. haha.
erm, but from my point of view, the tees look kinda horrible. i thought it's a BIG event, and there must at least be like nicer tees that looks better and therefore gave a better image.but whatever man, we'll only be there for three days anyway..but some one else might think is nice..ohwell i already said, from my point of view..

your question

2008-09-14T16:10:00.003+08:00

..you asked me, "what would you do if you could be God for one day?"
remember i answered you in no time, i said "nothing."
the reason i told you.

If you were to ask me again, i will answer you now, "i will make everything go away, i will prevent the demons from making you walk into the dark, the bad he made you do, from us, the bad from happening and make sure we see light in the day, upon waking up on our own bed and not somewhere cold and unfamiliar.. and scared."

I will do that.
But for God is the almighty, i shall never wish to be.
i will pray to him, with all my mights within.

spell influenza

2008-09-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

decided to rent a pushcart over in school.
went to book on tuesday, for the slot on thursday. wrong moves. totally.
wasn't prepared, so stay up late and prepare the stuff and all. boo, the 'fluid' from my nose, drip like a running tap. Yea i know that explain running nose. heh! f.retardo.
slept for 1 hr and head to school with shit load of clothes.
(i have to thanks poops for coming over but in a grumpy manner but it's ok, to help me with the stuff)
thanks grumprie.
was exhausted, and the weather wasn't helping..
sold some of my stuff and so did leona and denis.
but didn't sell any of the accessories,boo. i is sadderoos!!!

jess vs herself

2008-09-09T04:16:00.003+08:00

i love Miss AGGY!
boo! i am crazily saving up..but i dunno if its working, i buy stuff everyday. yucks.
i am working.
my presentation's next friday.
i haven't start on it.
training for f1 next saturday.
going to school to do some stuff tommorow.
may be going to school on thursday too.
........!

gone is the day

2008-08-28T01:17:00.003+08:00

The following week school ended,exam's over, was home with my msn nick "school has end where do i go now?"
school has been, well, school? like a run-down script. a routine. So are the days that has gone by. Same shit different day. I never do much of anything..

week after, last week, busy week.
more to come i hope.
i'll choose busy over bored anyday. (like of coz')

thisisthenewshit

2008-08-24T01:45:00.003+08:00

SHIT!!!!
I WANT MANY MANY MANY THINGS!!!!
A-R-G-H ARGH!!!

Fucking shit.

a cam.
that mustard color sandals.
that top from topshop.
that white dress.
that sling bag.

and...................(fuck) i'm not gonna continue.

SINGfest baby!! (part ii)

2008-08-05T17:32:00.007+08:00

SINGfest DAY 2!!
sun is still as hot as day before.all the sweats and sticky people..
not soo great..
many many many people compare to day one..like duh?
the tix's sold out on day 2!

really sucky. it's like on day 1 we were right infront, and fucking far back on day 2 when initially we were right infront but cause we have to leave to go backstage.. total crap!

But i guess i shouldn't complain..because when on the 2nd day when we first get there we were ask to decide among the 5 facebook winners and their friends which three will meet jason and which seven will meet panic! SO LUCKY ME, WHO LOVES JASON AND WAS WERAING HIS TEE GETS TO MEET HIM! with two other girls.

And the rest will meet panic!

so guth,was sad and didn't want to meet panic! says : "for what?! i don't even like them.."

so i ask the lady(on day 2 was much nicer not pms-ing like day 1) if i could go in guths place for panic! she says ok! so i went for both jason and panic! HAHAHAHA!After taking this pic, one of the panic! guy says,"hey blabla jason mraz..." i didn't really heard what he say but something about his telling the other panic! guy about me cuz i'm wearing jason mraz tee.. LOL! and yes i love jason MR A-Z and am taking pics with you. LOLOLOL!Group shot! From left to right- amelie, stef, guth, jess, lizanne and mae.

At the end of the day it's still great, cuz we've got nothing to lose. HEH. what more could we ask for? free tix for both days? and a whole lot of fun time?!

I got more pics but yet to upload. pics of all the bands and stars.

till then

love jess.

SINGfest baby!!! (part i)

2008-08-05T15:47:00.008+08:00

SINGfest was a blast man!!!!!

though the weather was crazy and there's a few stupid things that cock up, nevertheless we had fun!!!

So guthrie won the tix to singfest on facebook with the opportunity to meet the celebs' backstage. And it's actually so called like a v.i.p pass for us.
But when we arrived we have to wait for almost an hr to get our tix, which the lady told us that "oh,you guys have to wait cuz your pass is a different one, V.I.P PASS." my ass.. it turns out, it's no different from the thousand others..
And when told we could go backstage and meet the celebs' it's not totally true, we have to do things in a rush go in then out. so crap.
We thought maybe we could get to stand somewhere near the stage but turns out no, no nothing. We have to squeeze with the crowd which i'm actually fine with, but the dumb thing is that though we rush in when the gate open and get to stand right infront, but we still have to get out and lose our place when we go backstage for that measely less than 5mins meet and greet. So it's kinda sucky especially for the second day..
Was out of the crowd and didn't get to really watch one republic, jamie scott, was freaking freaking far from the stage for rick astley, pussy cat dolls and alicia key.wth!
Pussy cat dolls is soo hottt! but didn't get to see them upclose fuckup!
Leave after alicia finish the 2nd song..damn.

DAY 1

We were let in before everyone else because of the so called "V.I.P" treatment, there we are soo excited and happy!! so we grab the opportunity to take some pics for being the first to go in..in the empty field! WOOHOO!

And after a few mins we were being chase out by the bloody security bitch face man...BOO! We told him we were allowed inside and were brought in by the lady (sort of the management person) he said he wasn't inform and didn't get any instructions about it so we have to buzz off.i bought jason t-shirt! wore it on the second day!! cuz i'm meeting jason!!! HAHAHAHA!so..we were out at the gate again waiting to go in..soo retarded.booshit v.i.p treatment.
THIS IS IT!!! US AND SIMPLEPLAN!!!! They are SUPER-UBER-DUPER FRIENDLY!

i think i'm in love..!! =p

so actually the lady told us that we are not allowed to ask for autographs, and no photos just hi and bye thingy. So i ask her if we could at least take a group shot, and thanks to me she says ok!! =) and know what?! the moment we went into the tent pierre was like "GROUP HUG!"(!!!!!!) OMG! two girls went first and i get to hug him alone!!! AHAHAHA! And the next thing that happen was PIERRE: "YOU WANT ME TO SIGN THAT?" OMG DEFINITELY!!! ROFL! and all the guys asked too! they are soo freaking nice and friendly!!!

And the lady was like NO AUTOGRAPHS GIRLS,I SAID NO AUTOGRAPHS! THAT'S IT GIRLS WE GOTTA STOP ALL SESSION!

HELLOOOOO?!!! THEY OFFERED! CAN'T YOU SEE?!!! MY GOD.

cheers! Thanks cheryl!
Smile for the camera! TIRED TIRED TIRED! but it's all worth it! HAHA!

And YES IT'S WORTH IT!!!! SEE THAT?! IT'S CHUCK DRUMSTICK!!!

We were in the crowd when simple plan's playing, at the end of it somebody threw something, i wasn't aware until the girls beside me was like searching HIGH AND LOW for something on the ground, that's when i look down and saw a drumstick on my feet, SO I BEND DOWN AND TOOK IT, that very moment a girl tried to snatch it and then two girls against me alone, then three,(omg,i'm strong!) then i started screaming in their face "I WANT ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!" and then guthrie was blur for a second and

YAY!!! I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with much of a struggle between the girls, and even had splinters from the drumstick.AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! BUT IT'S OK! THANKS POOP!

i immediately keep it in my bag as "instructed" by guth "FASTER KEEP IN YOUR BAG! LATER PEOPLE SNATCH!"

AHAHAHA!

Didn't dare look at it until we are out of the crowd.

beezee

2008-07-31T00:57:00.002+08:00

exam's this coming Monday and i haven't study. =(
OH EM GEE!
am pack with many things to be done and it never gets lesser! omgomgomg!
OK RELAX,WHERE SHOULD I START?

so we've heard erm feng shui lun lui zhuan?

erm..er.. yea so er..so i've been taking doxycycline for a week and yesterday i miss 1 pills so i decided to take it when i reach home.i took the pills on an empty stomach(NEVER DO THAT!)
then i start to feel sick and nose runny i puke and spitted blood.BOO!stupid.me.

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY!
I AM GOING TO SINGFEST!!! YAY YAY YAY!
haha, i am not soo keen in it at first,then i get excited when i know i'm going to go! =)
but i'm happy and grateful for because Guthrie is bringing me and we'll get to have lotsa fun i hope! haha

Dempsey after work with jas,Renee and the friend(i'm sorry i didn't get your name,oops). It's my first. Went to Ben and Jerry, dinner then dessert!
yea, it was nice, i guess we had fun =)
live band liven up the atmosphere, playing mostly my favourite numbers. It's a great place to chill!
Anyway if I'm really that fortunate i may be able to watch or at least get a glimpse of the F1 race. That is if i get the job for the event.
Ooh, then it will definitely be the most eventful year in my entire life so far. first singfest then F1.lol.
Am i over exaggerating?

say NO! to threading ever!

2008-07-22T13:31:00.002+08:00

i dunno about any other girls out there, as for me i had bad bad results after i get my face thread(a traditional way of removing hair)at one of the place at little India and that place is quite well known. right, so i had a lot of very very bad red bumps on my face on the day after, first its on my forehead then now the whole face. Imagine pimples, yup.
it's damn fu*king depressing as my face previously was quite ok. But now, it's ruined, yup it's horrid.
i just did some reading up about it and found that quite a few people had the same reaction, and the worst part is, it takes them like very long for the face to clear up or rather it never.. yep.
their face condition deteriorate and it never clears up ever..
well, it's damn fuckedup.my face is screwed. =(((

my face is horrid

2008-07-22T01:28:00.001+08:00

i is sad

2008-07-21T19:41:00.001+08:00

i is suffering from skin irritation.. =(
boo!
my face is crap now. i is sadderoos.
wait till you see my forehead,but i swear you'll never get to see it.coz' i'm not going to show! booooo

gifted.

2008-07-17T15:19:00.003+08:00

i have several gift from a few people on me, from g,c,m,j and lastly G.
and i love all of it,but i especially love the one from God, and that's me.

never enough

2008-07-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

......... =( i never get enough sleep, like ever.
no lesson tomorrow but i got to work, how great is that?
i am soo drained. when will i ever get to sleep? like 'sleep' sleep those kinda sleep i'm sayin'?

chumpy.

2008-07-14T01:05:00.002+08:00

chumpy feet is you!

this is what we do

2008-07-13T19:33:00.003+08:00

when we are soo free..
lol =D

what's retarded?

2008-07-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

being blindfold on our birthday and made to walk a distance, basically upon alighting from the train and had no freaking idea where the hell we're bringing you to =D

LOL. and yes our dear friend was being blindfolded and made to walk from the train station to guthrie's place for the surprise dinner!
it's damn retarded and funny,we had a great laugh though! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Happy 23th birthday liangwei!
you've got great friends i must say,the surprise visit at your work place with a tiny cake and the surprise dinner! =)

sympathy.

2008-07-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

am in class now. damn!
i feel bad for my lecturer..shit.. nobody is paying attention.and i'm sure he knew.
fuckup. but he just continue talking.. shit. that's so bad.

f u day.

2008-07-08T00:50:00.003+08:00

i ate bread with a hint of perfume,isn't that cool or what?
it's fucked up man i tell you.

this life we met with all kind of people.
from short to tall, skinny to fat. especially the skinny to fat kind of people that i met with is the most fucked up. namely two person who fall into that category.
right, and they both were each skinny and fat. yeah well i might sound mean to you, but until you know what the story's about which i do not wish to tell.

Anyway,the story's just fucked up.

The day is eff up enough.

But as always i forget about it- at least there's someone who is still nice,though i don't forgive.
not just yet.

2008-07-07T02:20:00.002+08:00

jh i owe u.
thanks for the help man. twice! sorry if i made you missed your beauty sleep.damn gay..
lol kidding don't get mad.
ahaha.

so this is the last assignment.everyone's getting all stressed up,and for me,such bad timing that the desktop internet connection's screwup.

i'm blessed for having such great friends,that are around to help =) (though 1 is "a bit mad" lol.)

sorry tom for screwing up your program. boo! i apologise for that.damn i feel bad.

p.s jess

2008-06-13T21:11:00.003+08:00

My blog looks like crap now.
But i don't give a shit.

Anyway,i've just gotten my results for my previous dip. term,well i'm happy with my results(sort of), 3 A's and a C.
I thought i'd fail or hope to at least get a 'd' for one of the paper that i've got no confident in.
Instead i got an 'c' for which i guess it's good enough.HAH!
i really have to thank god this time.
THANK YOU GOD!
this call for a celebration,but with whom? =(

..it's annoying how people say they do not do well,but end up with good results..
yes i admit that i may be a tad bit jealous. so?
i'm always the average-kid-that-gets-average-results.boo!

mind me,i dunno why i'm being bitter.i should be happy i did great.
greater than ever.

2008-05-28T17:11:00.003+08:00

oh it's been so long.
soo damn long since i blog!
Well reason being i'm going through the same shit different day.
-and I haven't a break since god knows when?

ooh i very much wanna blog about my bday though.. =D
RIGHT,i'll do it when i got the time.

till then,cheerios.

2008-02-17T01:10:00.003+08:00

2008-01-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

my blog's f**king dead..
bah!
nobody reads it anyway..crap.
ANYWAY...
jess got inked.
it has been like a month++ already?!
yea,and i didn't even tell anyone until i finally can't keep my mouth shut.

[like what..?a mth ago..?]
jes:"hey wanna c my tatt?"
jas:"haha u got tatt?don't lie"
jes:"really! I'm serious.. on my ass.. hehe"
jas:"don't lie la..whateva..."
jes:"really,u come here i show u my ass..

goes on n on..
until we reach the train station,
jes:"hey i show u..but i cant show u here,its the train station..hahahaha!

then taa-daa!
i revealed my secrets.heh.

shh..don't tell mommy =p

2007-12-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

class test today.
for a moment i thought i was going to fail.
becuz' im totally clueless to that subject..
im not the only one who feel this way,cuz so does skyla,linda,guth,nis,ze...bla bla bla//
bascially everyone in class.
i hate to feel like is our lecturer fault.bcuz'
(a)i know he's trying very hard to make us understand,which is not working.
(b)he got that very pitiful look.i don't why but in a way i pity him.LIKE SERIOUSLY IM NOT JOKING.
i know he tried very hard.but i am sorry we just don't understand shit.
i tried very hard to understand the subject cuz i don't wanna fail my test.LIKE TOTALLY!
eventually i did last minute revision in school
..when i did the paper i knew i will definately pass.how ironic?
i kept saying i will fail for sure..
hehehe!
=D
i believe i got atleast 13 out of 15 mcqs. correct. heh!

im so damn happy.

and oh,i got 2 xmas pressie from my classmates.
we xchange gifts.
i got a book and a necklace.
I LOVE BOTH
.thanks sweeties - linda & skyla <3

2007-11-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

hello strangers =)

2007-11-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

wow.i had a great day!
hah.couldn't be better.

thing is..shit happens..but life goes on.

got this luscious lips yesterday when i woke up
well,guess god decided to give me one.so yea,here goes.
god blessed.

yah,so basically,it's not a good thing,try to put it this way..
i'm actually being sarcastic,if you could sense the sarcasm though.

mm...
so yea...
i'll just say shit happens life goes on.
heh.

2007-10-27T12:18:00.000+08:00

i'm doing well i guess. and i'm happy with the fact that i'm doing well.
but,i haven't had sufficient sleep.last two days of class i actually dozed off a few times,i tried very hard to control myself but i just couldn't.this shows that i'm damn tired.
yesterday,i guess i made an achievement,school starts from 9-12,then 2-5,two class in a day.i didn't dozed off for a single second! =D
oh well,lil things made me happy//

oh,and we actually went Holland village while waiting for the next class to start.
the sun is scorching hot,so we didn't really like,walk around..erm,yea...hah.

nothing much la.school is school.so yea..

2007-10-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

flea market!
some sells nothing but a pile of junk.
that was eh..?friday?

first day of school and jess is late.
why?
because she lost her way.and it was raining heavily when she asked for direction and get to somewhere she isn't familiar with,so she end up taking a cab.soo dumb..
i walk into the class wet and looking damn pathetic =/

second day of school she's much wiser,she ask someone where's that bus going to?and yes it's going to my school.so i got up and was punctual!!! =)

2007-10-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

work midnight shift yesterday,eh as in just now early today?
work from 11pm yesterday to 7am this morning.ok,damn!never thought it could be so dreadful,i got headaches and very dry eyes.and yes,i wore my lens since morning.
work has always been easy dealing with just customer.
yesterday i got lots of things to wash and many things to do! and customers who buy alot at one shot..gosh.
and the lack of sleep,and the headache.and dry uncomfortable eyes due to my lens..
i swear i'm not working midnight ever,and not with the wrong person.goodness.

had my hair trim,but i guess there's no different though.haha.
school starting in 5 days.. =s

2007-10-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

gosh.work today is hell.damn fuggin' tired can?
my goodness.been working my ass off for the past 5 days and when i say working my ass off i really mean work!
been running here and there,luckily i didn't faint.crap.
you know i ate alot at work,hotdog,hotdogs and more hotdogs!!but today i totally lost my appetite.now you see how tired am i?

thank god there's no work tommorow =/

2007-09-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

speak up when there's something troubling you.my horoscope says.
it's just a mind game alright,the fortune teller says something and you try to relate to it,that's how the game works.
you know when you got a lot to think about,so much it's overwhelming,then you come to a conclusion where you're thinking nothing?actually you became speechless.
and girls especially love to relate themselves to whatever they see or think,like we take the shape of something.it should be the other way round when it takes the shape of us.
tell me I'm wrong.

if i were to foresee the future from the light,I'd say it's too bright.
if i were to foresee the future away from the light,it's too dark,"please lend me your torch light!"

wow,guess it's the lack of sleep that is awakening the crap in me.
it works the same way as alcohol,when people gets high,i get crappy. LOL!//

2007-09-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

we begin the day with a jump!

then we agreed that we should jump higher!

then we start to fight! woo!kongfu fighting! hah!

bah! we are tired so we make peace..

then we took a pic together as peace agreement

jess and jas,don't we look like we are at some other country?lol.

three happy girls! =)

2007-09-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

a lot has been going on.and a lot but at my own pace.haha.you know what i mean?

yesterday was a fruitful day.ahahah..
trip to Sentosa yesterday,and 1st time in my life i had bad sun burn!! gosh.damn pain,help!but fortunately only on my back,phew! if it's all over i don't think I'll be able to move then.hahaha.
thank goodness i had that sample pack of sunscreen cream SPF38?
oh wow!it really is good! part that i applied the cream is fine,other than that it's burning!
guess I'll go check out the price for the sunscreen it's really good!i must say!
after tanning we had our lunch at harbour front,then to Vivo,then town after town Bugis then chicken rice at Dhobyghaut..
tell me we aren't tired after going so many places!lol.
and everywhere we went i bought something//
lunch at harbour front,a towel and watch at vivo,a dress at taka,earrings at Bugis,dinner at Dhobyghaut.
Ahaha! if lunch and dinner counts?

i skip work today because we're going for durians??
if not I'm going to kill her.lol.kidding.

2007-09-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

i've got alot to say.
but yet,i prefer to write it down in my little black notebook,although it isn't that little.
it's big,it's full of thoughts.
things i want you to know,but writing it down there doesn't allow me to do so.
cuz you can't see it,unless i show you.maybe you wouldn't wanna know,you couldn't care less?
if all this time spent,end this moment,i'd say it isn't the way i thought it would be.i'd say it's not funny.it's sad.
i finally realised many things.
too much,weird but really i'm learning to handle.
if you can do it,i think i can do it better.if tis is what is happening,

2007-09-11T15:04:00.001+08:00

yesterday turn out to be bad.but later turn good again but things are still bad.

anyway,went to pq house to stay over..haven't step into her house since soo long.i guess we had a gr8 time.putting aside all that bad stuff.
we chat non-stop,it has always been like this.haha!
we walk,from her place to jalankayu prata shop at 3a.m in the morning.crazy!!
it's not very near i can tell u,hah!
but it's fun though,it's thrilling!hahaha! i wouldn't wanna walk alone for that distance at such a time,such a place of course.she told me she walk from seletar camp to home!!!!this is even crazier!
i really take my hats off her man..like what the hell?
so ulu the place!!! and it's the seven month!!!and some more can walk slowly!!!
girl,u super la can?hahahaha!
thanks for being there..it really help me to take my mind off certain stuff

2007-09-09T15:52:00.000+08:00

hello hey!

how many days have i gone missing for?

to say it's countless days and night it's not.

how can i make it sound poetic then?

LOL.pardon me for my randomness.

well,i have been doing some thinking,or should i say lots?

i guess it's kinda mixture of fun and serious?haha,confusing eh?

okay!

i'm going to be dead serious about what i'm gonna do next!

and i'm seriously serious!

anyway i realised,some things you can just forget it.

like how i always wanted to study fashion..

oh well.i dare say,

so what if we got fashion sense?better than most people we see on the streets?

so what if you study fashion but your dress sense sucks?

(peace.not refering to anyone)

how many people in Singapore make it big in fashion industry?of what i know,none//

or maybe i haven't heard of any.

or maybe there is but i just don't know of,because they aren't that famous after all?

they may be good,but too bad this is Singapore..

will you buy Agnes b? or Agnes tan?

LOL.

so I've give up the thought of studying fashion.

like totally unrealistic and irrelevant.

i thought of something better and i'm interested in as well..

oh well,we'll see =)

2007-08-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

goodness..
yesterday was wack!
i'd say it's the worst ever.

imagine 360 degrees full of minahs and mat.
i'll suffocate and die there.

mos is a no go place now.

pleaseeeeeee..............bring me to a place without them!!!!!!!!

2007-08-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

searching for the same difference

days after

2007-08-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

this is too exaggerating.why he need so many police around him for?crap.inside the airport...

very nice environment inside the airport

canteen food.

cheap and nice
ello =)

working in the airport days.

2007-08-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

i'm finally free.

first few days ago i'm dragging my feet to work..

last few days i'm quite enjoying it..

last day i'm not sure..

today-

i can say,i like working in the airport,the environment and the people,as in the passengers/tourist is nice.
but not the airport staff,hell lot of eff face.
seriously i can't stand them...RARRR!!!

2007-07-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

WA!!!!!
im soo gonna explode la..not sooner or later,but NOW! im going crazy!!!

i hate aunties.mother fucker.

teenager and auntie totally cannot communicate man.

dumbasshole.

auntie is damn naggy..
aunties die die want you to do it their way.though there's no different.
i lazy to explain,but trust me,i did nothing wrong,really.

the many very negatives-
-wa.........got very bad blister from wearing the shoes..i got difficulty walking.i'm serious.=(
-yesterday night i can't get to sleep,spending every minute thinking what i should do,how to do,what happen,all the thoughts made me very depressed.i'm still wide awake at 5am.
-aunties is very kanchong,very kia-si
-the company is very stingy.and very means super.ha.
an airport staff even tell me,eh your comapny ar,very stingy man,everything also need to pay extra.yes,she's damn right.extra 20c for a lid.so people don't take your cup lid for granted.HA!full of crap man.why bother?i thought we always buy drink and it comes with the lid naturally no?

the only positive-
-you get to see lots of eye candy.haha..
caucasian?eurasian?korean?japanese?young,old..beckham look alike?
takuya look alike?rain look alike?kate moss look alike?ayumi look alike?edison look alike?

very cute pilot,steward..drools.lol.

and i get to eat free food.haha.you know i love food.

2007-07-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

(this is gonna be a very long post)
....damn..
THIS IS THE WORST WORST JOB EVER!
I SWEAR TO GOD!!!

so,it's the 1st day of work at the airport inside terminal 1..
and i thought,my job was just mainly to sell stuff,you know those retail thingy.no problem.
BUT!
i was damn wrong!!!

initially it was okay.
the auntie teach me how to make coffee,tea all the whatsoever..until i got many things to do,like sort of you know people call it 'pao ka liao'
serve the damn food,make drinks.clear the fucking table,and..bla bla bla..
i was seriously stressed up!SERIOUS!
LIKE HELLO?!
i'm very new so,could you chill for a sec?just a sec..damnit!
and also miscommunication with those auntie.and a malay girl,she gives me fuck face.WELL FUCK HER!
and i heard a auntie sort of badmouth me,you know la,aunties!!!

then that was when i had enough.
fuck i'm off!

this is the first fucking time i wanted to go off soo badly,and look at me,i'm not as strong as you think i am.sometimes i'm just putting up a strong front.

but actually i'm kinda vulnerable.

it's not a good thing,but this is me,this is just the way i am.people who know me well sure knows.
i hate to say this but i'm kinda 'princessy' in certain ways sometimes.LOL.
but the the Cinderella kind.
i do anything you ask.I'd dirty my hands,mess my hair,it doesn't matter.

i mention this a lot of times la,i'm like if you're nice to me,then i'll be nice to you.
then if i'm nice to you i expect the same.

and i'm really really a nice person,but i got limits.everyone does..no?

so,i sort of in tears(first fucking time this happen to me)or actually already in tears,i told the supervisor,i can't take it i can't continue.

and so i went off,you know what happen is i guess i'm in a state of dunno what,i actually forgot how to get out of that place,i was lost.my mind is blank.i was standing in the middle of dunno where,actually crying.ahaha(whatever)

so i text the manager,the one who hired me to apologize out of being polite,nice uncle i must say.
then he reply and ask me what happened?and he even apologize to me.i should be the one la..
he ask me to stay,and put me in other places..

and again out of being nice,i agree.since uncle is such a nice guy.
blah.
at least this is much better,except for the pushing and carrying the stock to the store part.that was hell la,heavy like fuck.muscle ache now.

sigh.
many complains huh?
can't help it.

first time i hate to work soo much.
first time i feel really bad about working and the thought of it,just the thought of it can make me cry.no joke.

that's how bad i'm feeling..i wish i could die.

guess i'm just not cut out for this job.bah!what a failure..

=(((((((((((((

2007-07-19T03:04:00.000+08:00

hi my name is jessica and this is my simpsons.
and this is jh's.
and this is done by jh.but it doesn't look like me more than the one i made myself.
ahahahha..but i swear i think i make him look like him!!!
that's what i think la..

anyway,i'm nervous.
it's not the first time but,the thought of it gives me stomach ache rather than saying butterflies,cuz' the fact is i feel stomach ache.really.

to be continue..

2007-07-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

i'm thinking..
is it necessary?
or not?
or maybe i should?or shouldn't?

take out my piercing when if i'm require to do so for a job?
i mean if la..
but then i dunno',it sort of like a part of me already..yea,called me whatever you want...
shrugs.

i'm willing to take it out if mainly,i like my job
or has a good pay

but if i took it out and i realised that job sucks..and i hate it.so how?

hahaha,guess i think too much.

quote of the day:"love and hate,its a lil' bit of here and there."

2007-07-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

little miss pessimistic-

somebody once told me :"you always assume things.."
the fact is i wasn't aware of it..then i realised..
yup i always make assumption,and always for the worst..

15mins ago i assume something,and its not a good one,i was rather sad about it.
i was being pessimistic.
jess,jess...
why?
why can't i be a little optimistic?
why do i always think about the worst,and make myself feel so bad and upset?

when...

actually it's wasn't so bad,or rather not at all?

it has always been like this...but yet i didn't learn from it.
never.

2007-07-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

bangs?

or
this?(what a weird smile)

it has been days i'm living with my bangs.

eh,i dunno which one i prefer,but this kinda look like what i have years back..

HAH!

with bangs or no bangs better?

2007-07-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday about nearly 2am i was bored..i stayed up till 3plus as usual
then a friend called and ask if i wanna go supper.so yea i went..
and both of them have serious sore eye!!
i dare not look at them i keep starring at the table.yes,it works and thank god i'm okay.but actually i guess it's because we didn't come in contact that's why.
but i sit his car....
so..
i went home and disinfect myself.LOL!
ahahaha!

then the worst thing,much worst than having sore eye to me is,not able to fall asleep.
bloody hell i tell you..!(influenced from harry porter friend.rofl.)
until nearly 5am after turning and tossing i slept a bit and woke up in between i guess?see,i wasn't even able to tell if i slept or not?
again i woke up and saw the sky turning bright,and i check my phone to see it's 6.55am.then i forced myself to sleep and then i woke up at 9..............

then i try to sleep again..i can't i wanted to give up until it was 11,it started to rain and so i try again..
i woke up at 11.36!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i finally give in...
i can't sleep so i might as well meet another friend to mac for my 'breakfast'.

this is soo not a joke okay?!!
not be able to sleep is far worst than anything,serious!!
it's terrible,then you got all the body aches,for dunno why.
i can't believe i actually stay in bed for hours not sleeping not doing anything,but just trying to sleep?damn fucking ridiculous la..
waste of time.

2007-07-12T01:44:00.000+08:00

oh wow..haven't been blogging.anyway got nothing to blog.
no news means good news yea?
something like that la,same logic kinda thing...

catch harry porter just now,i guess it's kinda boring?i dunno just watch it yourself and you will know.
eh,i'm not good at explaining why.

quote of the day:"is him who lost you.not you who lost him."

2007-07-04T19:11:00.000+08:00

gundam,only this is an easier,cheaper,smaller and so so less complicated one.or not complicated at all..
only takes less than half an hour to complete.
not as nice as the complicated,bigger and of cuz' more expansive one.
mm,as expected,just buy for the sake of fun..
anyway this kinda thing is really good for killing time =)

2007-07-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

pieces of small little parts

pages of instructions

half of the body done taking hours!

recently i've been up to this,or rather should i say we've been up to this.
GUNDAM!!
LOL!
ok,this is hell lot of fun,really!
i love to fixs things,anything from a sofa to a bed,a toy or a robot!
anything!

random pics.
butt look alike peach.i swear i've never seen a peach that look like that,as in flat instead of round and fat.
yah,you can call me 'sua ku' cuz i really never see before.

2007-07-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

i guess i'm fine now.maybe?

hopefully.

anyway,went clubmarc for interview.
guess it's not my thing.

2007-06-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish i wasn't born

2007-06-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

sick sunday.
im sick
and so i maybe or i'm not very nice now.so yea..

i don't mean to be "emo" in my previous blog post
and i hate emos.
i won't describe that as emo either..i would like something else instead.
anything.
emo is soo over rated and kiddish.

..and oh yea
since i'm here i like to say something i long wanted to say,something that disgust me,very.
i see ahbengs wearing very tight black skinny.fuggly shit.
(don't ask me why i know they are ahbengs,its soo obvious just the way they are)
and worst with slipper??damn la,like mat can?(i dunno how the f u spell it la)

skinny jeans may be nice,but see how you wear it.then again we can always tell from a beng and a not beng by the way they..i dunno but just can tell la..

2007-06-24T16:09:00.000+08:00

i miss YOU,YOU and not forgetting YOU!

gosh.i miss many people actually.that's what it means above.

aye..i'm soo f'kin lack of life la..
i've been saying this like since dunno when?everyone's busy with their own stuff,and me?i'm just wasting my life away.damn.
i've been doing nothing for 4 months now..and counting........

i know what i want to do.
but...
urgh.life's just so unfair.

i guess some people choose to die cuz' they don't have to face all the shit that ain't coming
yes,that AIN'T COMING'! means never will..hah.

i wonder anyone go and die cuz' they dunno what to do in life...

mm....?

anyway,i think it's the world most stupid thing to do can??!!!

haha.bye.

2007-06-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

i'm down with flu..
i'm sick
i'm not feelin' well

like finally.

the reason why i say like finally is because
i saw everyone get sick like few weeks ago..
everyone claiming to be sick,taking panadols and cough syrup.

and me high and mighty,smiling.
"haha,i got stronger immune system,everyone is sick except me"

so long since i'm sick,and i don't wanna be sick,i'm scared.

i always got many problems..
very high fever and dunno what may affect the kidney thingy.. that need to admit to the hosp.
then chickenpox a few mths later..it all happen last year.

mm..yea,just a little down on dunno what..but hope this years i'll be fine =)

2007-06-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

2007-06-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

yea,today was a full day =)

MY GOODNESS!urgh.i've got a permanent panty.
my butt is super white compare to other parts of my body that is expose to the sun..!!!
there is like a contrast,it's so super obvious!!!
you know i not tann but black easily and fast,that is why i don't like the idea of going tanning with my sis..

went tampines swimming pool to actually accompany my sis cuz she wanna tann.
and was a lil bit excited cuz i haven't swim in years!!!or visit the swimming pool.lol.
so we reach and i can't wait to 'swim' =D
but i feel weird wearing erm,tankini..phew lucky its not bikini tho'.cuz everyone's wearing swimsuit.but its quite alright after i went into the pool i swam in a lil corner of my own.teehee!
i thought i wouldn't like it,but i guess i enjoy it more than i thought.i dunno why tho'?even i'm swimming alone.

then to aunt's place to bake cupcake.
jas idea.
decorated a few cupcake of my own.hehe,fun.

after dinner
-to geylang to have soya bean and beancurd and mini pao.

woah..i eat alot!

2007-06-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

i realised many things though doing nothing.
maybe i feel that i've grown.
i grows on anything that grows on me
it isn't a bad thing i must say.

but i mean it when i think that memory shouldn't be erased the good or the bad,but sometimes i think it should,especially the really bad ones or the good one that isn't good now.
yea,u see we come across good things but isn't good later.so it become a bad memory?

like sometimes you wanna forget the past,but you don't really wants to?
but we remember it not cuz we wants to..

just that we don't have to forget it to forget it..
you know what i mean?

2007-06-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

someone told me water between your contact lens and eyes is a breeding ground for germs and your eye could go blind.

i read this after i put my lens back into my eye just after i take it out from the erm..the cup fill with tap water left overnight on the floor,guess some dust manage to get their way into it though..
hah!
and i had difficulty putting it back cuz it somehow was stuck at the corner of my eyeball.what an asshole to forget such an important stuff,damn.

and now my eye seems to have a little bit of a problem functioning..LOL.
(i might have exaggerated a bit,it's just feeling kinda uncomfortable)

is it the lack of sleep or my lens giving me problem?

damn.i don't wanna go blind la,i haven't see enough of this world.
ahaha!

the moral of the story is REMEMBER YOUR LENS CASE AND SOLUTION!
heh.

2007-06-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

addicted to ice?

2007-06-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

random post.
lol.what's with me and macaroni?
ha.let me introduced..this is tuna with celery and baby tomatoes macaroni.
healthy choice =)
hehe,guess i've been watching too much tv drama,i wanted to cook like what the chef did in the show.and this is supposingly erm,italian food.
ahaha.wtf?
and this is macaroni cheese with mushroom tomato sauce,and tonkatsu.hahaha..i dunno what food is this japanese maybe?

and this is my..erm...not cousin..but cousin 1 year daughter..cute huh?
her dad's malay.and mom chinese of cuz.
i guess she's kinda confuse at times,when people speak to her in different languages.no?
haha

2007-06-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

(i guess my blog look ugly for the whole of yesterday and today..
i forget about the imeem thing and it shows.yucks.)

(whatever.)

..whoa.

people fall in and out of love everyday.

today you fall in love
then you don't know when you gonna fall out of it.

you thought everything is going well,or maybe you thought that small lil' problems can always be solve..
but you never know..
you think is alright,everythings gonna be fine.

but that's just you,your own wishful thinking.
not him nor her.
then put an end to it,where you start to love-alot..

start to care.

you know,it's damn un-friggin-predictable.
oh well,that's love!

lots of love-tj

2007-06-10T14:51:00.000+08:00

eh,this gonna be a long grandma story.read if you want to.ha.

the other day i was on my way to my friend house..
we pass by these strays,they stay at a corner of a BIG field,and clever enough it were fenced at the corner..(so we gotta go all the way in,risking that snake or snail and toad,eek.)
friendly and curious and super adorable.
and we knew they got sweet loving parents,that just went away to find food...we wanted to bring them home but it's not gonna be an impulsive decision,cuz' we know the parents gonna look for them later.
then we call my friend sis down to come play with the dog,lol,it was her who find out about them 1st,well long story.
so she brought food and water..after feeding them we were about to go off
and yea,that's when the women that were there playing with them as well carried both of the puppies and walk off.we were all like,"HUH?!
where the hell is she bringing them to?damn it!"

auntie:"(in Chinese,a bit of crazy accent)the mother don't want them already!and they don't have father!"

us:"where you gonna keep them?"

auntie:"i can put them at my block downstairs and they can find food at kopi shop"

yea,where they get shoo?and drive away?

well I'd say fuck you!
but i didn't..lol.
but we tail her..and know where she stays.hehehe!

there were four of them actually,2 were taken by some blangadesh worker,i guess?told by the uncle.TELL ME THEY not gonna eat them,please!

and now this stupid women..GRR!

ok so it has been several days since she took them away,and since the poor parents lost their babies,and hence is never a happy family anymore.
till now they are still looking for their babies.gosh..how sad?
I've seen them as a family,you see it it warmth your heart for sure.
i wish i could bring them back together =(

2007-06-06T17:36:00.000+08:00

i visited dogsforum.sg
gosh,the people there is so stuck up,uptight and unfriendly..cuz i read the forums.
haha,big fuck they got dog?or many dog?they talk as if dog is their god.
not to that extent please....so overrated can?
singaporeans...

2007-06-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

kisses anyone?

lol.

2007-06-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

avril chinese version girlfriend??

funny.LMAO.

2007-06-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

that day was fun =) till late i get real tired and finally sleepy for the first time in like 2 months?

2007-06-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

bbq at east coast park yesterday with the skin people.
enjoy doing the grocery with jas,violet and the couple,the couple are so sweet =)
it was raining around the afternoon,but i was sure it would stop in the evening.yup so it did =D
the bbq was fun with all the people around,until it got late when many people went home,and i got tired too..that's when i started barberqueing,yea,whatever you spell it..then i keep eating non-stop.......
and now i got sore throat!YAY!my ass..
and there's one thing i don't know is weird or whatever,but i guess it's funny how.
oh and i took lots of crap pictures with k.t camera,and not forgetting the human pyramid they made almost every outing..funny.
had stings rays,chickenwings,prawn,sweetcorn,otah,mashmallow(lots),shitakemushroom,saralee cake,and..i don't remember..but that's all i guess..
will post pictures another..lazy.

2007-05-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

jas,this is for you.
LOL//

My name? -jasmine...

Where did we meet? -at home when i was a kid and start recognising people?hahaha.

Take a stab at my surname? -teng..duh..

How long have you known me? -mm,let's see..19 years..!

How well do you know me? -inside out.outside in.

Do I smoke? -goodness,of cuz not,it stink.

Do I believe in God? -yup,u pray every night =)

When you first saw me what was your impression? -...your're my sis?

Birthday? -20 may.except 1 mth and 1 day after.HAHA!

Color hair? -black with brown here and there

Color eyes? -grey contacts

Do I have any siblings? -me and bro

Have you ever had a crush on me? -what are you kidding me?maybe?ROFL.

What's one of my favorite things to do? -tanning,except it rains whenever you wanna go..

Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you? -no.like 19years ago can?let me guess..mei mei?

What's my favorite type of music? -back street boys??heh.no?ok then spice girls?i know la,f.o.b kind..

What is the best feature about me (physically)? -..erm?

Am I shy or outgoing?? -shy?

Would you say I am funny? -erm..okok.

Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules? -i guess u follow all the rules?

Would you consider me a friend? -er...

Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or
something else? -a little of everything..hahahahahaha...except the bad ones.

Have you ever seen me cry? -er..yah..

If there were one good nickname for me what would it be? -piggy porggy.HEHE =p

How tall am I? -165

If you had to choose one thing to change about me, what would it be? -dare to pseak,ask..,you know what i mean..

How often do you see me?(daily, weekly, etc..) -24/7

Did I ever play sports, and which ones? -volleyball?

Have you ever kissed me? -maybe when i was a kid?

Have you ever been jealous of me? -oh yes! when mom bought you that discman =( hah.

Have I ever been drunk? -the last time we went mos.i even took pics.rofl.

Have I ever done drugs? -sort of..isn't every medicine is drugs?so panadol counts right?ahaha.

Have I ever had a crush on you? -oh well,NO WAY.

Am I in love or have I ever been in love? -yes but no.yes.

What is my favorite holiday? -you mean x'mas?

Do I have any musical talents? -nah..but if recorders count..teehee.

Am I a leader or follower? -not follower of cuz.

Have I impacted your life in any way? -yes,you wake me up early morning to ask me if you could borrow stuff.grr.

Do I know you well? -i guess

What pets do I have, if any? -pet cockroaches.jim and tom.

My best personality trait is? -i'll leave this blank.

Do I have any piercings? -nape and monroe

Any tattoos? -no,but thought of getting a star on your neck long ago..

Do you feel you are the best friend that you could be to me? -...

don't ask me
i know you too well.
haha.

2007-05-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

sakura buffet for dinner yesterday,eat till you drop!!!

lol!

had lotsa mussel and scallop,damn nice!

had lamb chops and steak,uber nice!

oh yah,and i had durian puffs,cheesecake,kiwi fruits,sushi,cold prawns,lobster salad,jackfruit ice cream,mango ice cream,and lots of other stuff i can't remember..

yea,i eat alot..hehe

2007-05-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

music playing-we intertwined by the hush sound

2007-05-19T14:42:00.001+08:00

teehee..//home made dress =)pretty isn't it?

mom and i made this dress over night =D

i'm loving it!

haha,we can actually get it done earlier,but cuz of that stupid problem with the sewing machine.grr!

it should actually just take maybe like 2 hours?

we finish at 4am plus in the morning.hahahah!cuz we started late 2 a.m..

anyway,it's still not done yet,left with the strap and the pocket.its just the needle i made it stay in place.haha.the pocket is fake.

am still deciding if i want the pocket or not..mm..

think think....

2007-05-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

went to help jeff with painting his new room yesterday
but didn't get to paint the wall,cuz the paint we wanted is not available yet =(
so we paint the door 1st =)
was fun at the start then getting tired..haha..
it's the job done that gives us the satisfaction.

i'm not yet done with 'HEROES' cuz i only have until episode 20
sad.
i can't wait to continnue watching la..it's just superly nice!hahahaha,what a word 'superly'???
peter petrelli got the best power,i'd give anything for that!
hehehe..

GO HEROES!!!

2007-05-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

violet jess

i was dancing with this guy,out of being polite and cuz he isn't rude,like you-know-what.

lol.

i didn't know he actually look so cute..

haha..that mr-they-call-it-hitler!

you won't know what we mean,but we sure do =p

so this time at m.o.s we spend most of out time at the room playing retro than the r'n'b one..which is now fill with....and anyway it's not as nice without the cute people part.

so yea..and up now then i know that the platform actually rotate..hahaha..

clubbing lad vs lass

'can we make friends?' -and then..?

'what's your name?' -not that you'll remember later anyway..

'you wanna dance?' -what?then let you grind?

ok,i don't wanna be rude..and they sure think that's why you come clubbing for no?yes,actually no.

i just..

'can we make friends?' -er...

'what's your name?' -jessica..

'you wanna dance?' -nah,it's ok..

but anyway there's many other girl out there la..

hahaha,they just found the wrong person.

cuz i know what i'm doing =)

hehe..anybody would be fortunate to have a gf like me..no?

LMAO...!!!

cut the crap.bye.

2007-05-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

so i started watching heroes yesterday,yup and now i'm already at episode 9-homecoming.
this show is uber nice i must say,it's like soo good every moment of that show i can have goosebumps.
serious!
its cuz' the show getting more and more interesting every episode,every miunute.like the excitement never goes down but it just keeps going up,up and away!
oh well,you just gotta go watch it yourself and you'll know what i mean.my brother thought is super nice too.see?
hah.
alrite then,gotta continue where i pause it =)

2007-05-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

joke of the day>>

there's a fat lady in the park wearing a 'guess?' Tshirt
so this boy came up to her,and goes
erm..? 70? 90? 130?

2007-05-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

i went chasing sunset.at 19hrs.
i put behind the imperfection of my life and see what has rises has set.
when the sky from the lightest blue within minutes,darkens and turns a greyey blue.
with a gleam of orangey not forgetting that of a golden lining sipping through under that now grey,yet happy grey,dark yet cloudy sky.
'run' by snowpatrol randomly plays in the background on my ipod,nevertheless,a perfect blend.
smile spread wide across my face,heart content with laughter.
view that can be seen with just ones naked eyes,words can only be beyond describe,feel far within reach.
that's when i wanted so much to share with someone or just anyone.may be a perfect stranger?
slowly fading,at 1930hrs,a measly 1800 seconds.leaving now a silhouette of clouds against that dark but lighter shade of sky.

will you my love,lets go chasing sunset together,someday,everyday.
just like the sun,when it rises and set without fail.
when we heldhands.
we could choose our choice of song to play by the background or would you rather my love,let what is playing plays..just like what i did?
waiting for the sun to set,we wait,we watch.

another day has gone by..
not sad cuz' it's over,but happy cuz' it happen.

smile like how the sun rise and set.
smile like how it shines and darkens.

(jess was in the bus,when this came in mind,so she thought of bloggin' it.pardon me if there's any spelling error or whatever shit.just wanna share what i see and feel =)

cheers y'all

2007-05-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

damn funny..or stupid?
it's more to funny than stupid i guess?
i seriously thought yesterday is friday,oh well,i've lost track of the dates and days..
due to the fact that i'm doing nuts for two months already??
and that's why i wrote in the post yesterday that i can't wait for 'tommorow' outing to jb..
cuz' i thought today gonna be saturday..i'm like living in friday for the whole of yesterday until 11pm i realised it's actually thursday?
well,should be tommorow..saturday..
er..nevermind what i'm talking about..

anyway,jb trip's cancelled.
=(
brr...bored.

2007-05-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey ya!!!

mm..finally change the pics..but not sure if it's better than the one before,but it's ok=)

cuz' i got many pics to choose from,so i shall change it anytime i like..hehe..

take the whole afternoon to dye my hair,actually not really afternoon though.

cuz' i wake up 3pm everyday,that's my life now,...LOL!

went to catch spider man yesterday at vivo.is a small cinema i think..

i like spider man in black! haha!

and i guess sand man will never die..like unless he's thrown into the sea?then what if the sea dries up?and he will revive again?

hahahaha..crap la..

river island sales,50% off selected items

got quite alot of nice stuff,and it's cheap i guess?

bought a top =) happy!happy!

well,looking forward to tommorow outing!

jb! here we come!

2007-05-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

erm,i suggested to buy this r2-d2 cuz..we didn't manage to catch spider man 3 that jeff wanted soo much to watch..there's only front row left.i don't wanna take the front sit,i think it's stupid that you can watch some other day and get better sits,so we won't end up having neck ache..
but he say "you don't understand..."(so i feel bad about it and we walk back to get the tix,but then it's sold out already..)
yes,i really don't..i don't see a point?but still i feel bad,and so,i end up saying let's buy this..
since he like star wars soo much..and i thought this little thing is cute,remote robot..small but expensive.ha! and it's made in china.yea..

it's gonna be a long dreadful ride..but i realised bus ride could be nice by looking at the sky..i don't know why but it's just nice..you don't have to think of anything..
i just like staring at the sky,day or night.never fails..

i suddenly got the urge to keep a rabbit.haha..my parents gonna kill me if i did.
just finally get rid of my hamsters.ha!
i deliberately drop down a stop before mine just to visit the pet shop,i wanted to see if they selling any rabbit and i saw this,damn fluffy one!
cute..but i guess i just hate it!
too bad,..cuz the shop auntie sucks!!
sucks like hell,soo damn effin' rude..
does it pay to be polite?
fucking NO!
auntie should learn some fucking etiquette..oh but auntie is always auntie.i don't mean to be rude..but..
what to do?

2007-04-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

lol.
guess my hehe-what-do-u-know-about-jess-tests too easy..
hahaha,next time i should put all sort of craps no 1 can guess.heh!

oh!!!why do i keep losing my labret bearing!!!
what the fuck?!
damn ass la..it's not cheap can?
sucks..lost like 3 or 4 already!
then i gotta keep replacing it,luckily it's not those with swarovki(however you spell it)gem,else i cry i tell u..haha.
i wanna get like lot of 10 of them from ebay soon
...yea,those with the gem,then i'll remember to screw extra tight!!!!

waiting for somebody paypal to be ready...hehe.. =p

and i ought to go do something soon isn't it?
how come i'm still doing nuts?

easy,cuz' i still got cash to spend!
HAHAHA!

proud like peacock!not//

oh,you know..
er..i do loans..
hahahahaha......
fcrap.

bye now..

2007-04-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

it's hard to hide emotions..and i personally don't like to.
you see,you definitely wants the other to know how you feel..
but they often get the wrong idea,and it sucks..
badly..

somethings i don't know how to put it,i feel numb after so many times what happen,not.
cuz' i'm that somebody who never give up to know the truth,
i guess i like to hear the truth,but sometimes i'm confuse..
cuz the truth hurts?

"i don't know" and "whatever"
i believe that's what i heard every time,all the god damn time!

fuck it i don't care!

j.d.l.m.b

2007-04-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

oh yay! finally got song on my blog already =)
yea,..enjoy!

2007-04-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way'
Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

november rain
guns n' roses

curse of curves

2007-04-27T17:11:00.001+08:00

2007-04-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

what kills boredom?
damn it..before i kill it it's killing me already!
grr!
everyone been busy with their own stuff except for me,gosh..what am i going to do then?

2007-04-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

...brr..not feeling well since morning..sucks.
i got pudding,ice cream,yoghurt drinks this that in the fridge but i just don't feel like eating?
true that i jump at the thought of food but not today/
i totally got no strength to move an inch,and though i'm typing now,my both arms are actually resting on the table with just only my finger doing the works,i say work with the 's' cause' it's kinda is alot of work,you know..with the limited strength i have,it's really tiring..
i talk like i'm dying..i mean physically or whatever..
no i'm not and it's not time yet..
i just feel really sick la,like how a sick person feel sick..
seriously i dunno what i'm talking about la..
when a person is sick they can't think properly you know?
bye now.

2007-04-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

..new blog skin?
erm better than the old 1 or?
blog skin from blogskin.com change the stuff abit,the pic suppose to be a gal with socks or whatever but i don't really like the pic,but i dig the lay out with the skulls and the color of it.
..haven't really found a perfect pic yet,but this 1 i'm using now sorta looks just fine..
i'll change it when i found one that i like..
but the video and music thingy,i still got no clue how?aye..i'll figure this out other day then,i'm kinda lazy now..
so yea..
cheers y'all

2007-04-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

hey y'all! thanks for the birthday wishes!
all the messages,all of you are love!

big hugs and smile!